Some people are probably going to get upset and/or mad at me for everything I’m about to say. But, I’ve never lied in my writing, and I’m not going to start now.  Rick (my dad) passed away yesterday. And, I didn’t cry.  I still haven’t.  I know how horrible that sounds, but I want to…

I started this project years ago because I had never been in love, and I still haven’t. But with Matty, I was close. Really damn close.  Oh, Matty.  For those who don’t know, Matty’s pseudonym is an allusion to Matty McKibben from Awkward. I think a tiny little part of me will always have feelings…

Bryce is the person I liked most recently…and I haven’t spoken to him in almost four years. Do with that information what you will.  Bryce and I worked together, and I thought he was cool. We would chat some in the app our work used, and he eventually asked for my number.  I didn’t think…

Out of the five people I’m choosing to write about, Austin’s story is the second hardest to tell, next to Matty’s.  Austin is definitely one of my “almosts.” I feel like in another life or another universe, we could’ve been great. But, I think the timing was just off, and I think we both needed…

Out of the five people I’m thinking about, I think Trevor is the one who might get upset about me writing this. I believe he unfollowed me on Instagram, but, Trevor, if you read this, I promise I’m not doing this to hurt you; I just need to get all of these stories off my…

A long, long time ago, in what feels like a galaxy far, far away, I liked a boy. Let’s call him Andrew.  The year was 2007. I started my mornings on the way to high school with a Lo-Carb Monster, the ringtone for my pink Slvr knockoff was “There’s a Class For This,” and I…

A few years ago, I did a project called Love is a Working Title where I interviewed my friends, my sister, friends of my friends, and one Uber driver (my true crime doc would say, “Well, he was her age, very nice, and they met in public, so her being a prime victim as a…

Hello everyone! For those who don’t know, I’m watching a movie every single day and posting a little write up on Instagram. If you want to keep track of what I’ve been watching, I’ll update this list every couple of days.

Well dear readers, we’re officially 19 or so hours into 2024, and it’s been 0 days since my last spiral. I’ve been internalizing some feelings. And last night, they finally bubbled over and have been on a nice simmer ever since. My sister and friends are always more than happy to talk things out with…

2023 has been such cruel year for the world, and there are so many things I want to say (most of which I have).  I’ve learned a lot about myself this year, and to be transparent, I’ve seen a lot of growth in myself I hadn’t previously.  To give myself something to look back on…