Nobody puts baillee in the corner

30 has been incredibly cruel.. 

I lost KP six weeks before my 30th birthday, a birthday she was so very excited for. 

I’ve spent over a year grieving for her. 

On the other hand, 30 has been incredibly kind. 

I’ve built a blog and YouTube channel with one of my best friends. 

I’ve shared so many laughs with all of my loved ones. 

I’ve grown within my career. 

I’ve pursued countless passions. 

I’ve gone to Alamo Drafthouse so many times that some of the servers recognize me.  

It’s been a really good year. 

As I sit here writing this, mere hours until I turn 31, I can’t help but look back on everything with sadness and amazement. 

It’s taken a lot for me to get here, but it also feels so bittersweet without KP. 

Here’s to another year of moving up, moving forward, and mov-ies.