Nobody puts baillee in the corner

Age: 26

Who was your first crush?

My first crush was my best friend in Elementary school, his name was Richard. I can say I had a crush on Richard until we were Freshman in high school.

Who was your first kiss?

My first kiss was a boy named Marco, I was 7th grade him in 8th. I had never kissed a boy before and felt very behind all my older friends. He kissed me in the movie theatre. It was the most awful kiss I’ve ever had.

What are your views on Tinder and other dating apps?

Personally, I’ve never used Tinder or any dating apps. But they’re scary thought to me. You can take anyone’s picture off the internet and say you’re them and no one would be the wiser. Though I will say I’ve seen some great relationships form from them.

What was the best date you ever had?

The best date I’ve ever had.. This is a hard question because date means you go somewhere and do something.. And some of my best dates have been sitting on the couch talking.

What was the worst date you ever had?

Worst date by far easier to answer, this New Years my husband and I got out of the house by ourselves for once and went to a friends party. We ended the night with him covered from head to foot (literally) in his own vomit and all over my car.

What goes through your head when you first realize you have feelings for someone?

I’m not sure what goes through my head but I know the feeling of butterflies in my stomach, almost to were it makes you sick. And the anxious feeling of waiting to talk to them again, to see them again. It’s an amazing feeling, to miss someone that much when you aren’t with them.

What is the first trait that attracts you to someone?

The first character trait that attracts me to a male is seeing them live and care for children. Whether that be their own child or someone else’s. It’s so sexy to me to see a man genuinely care what a child says, that they want to play with them or run to their aide when they fall. Physics trait I love me a man with a beard!

How would you describe heart break?

Heart break is the worst feeling, it consumes your every being. You physically can feel the pain of the disappointment, the let down when someone you invested so much time in shows you that they aren’t worth a single minute of your time.

What is your break up routine?

I can’t say I have a break up routine. I’ve had two long standing relationships, and my first break up was a huge mess.

Have you ever been in love?

I have been in love, I am currently in love. My first love was unhealthy. It consumed my every thought. I didn’t trust him, I wanted to always be with him but not because I couldn’t stand to be away from him but because if he was with me her couldn’t be with someone else. My current relationship is healthy. I say it’s healthy because we can be apart and yes I still want to be with him but because I need to be, because I can’t stand being without him. I love when he walks in the door from work because I feel complete in his presence.

Do you think it’s possible to love two people at the same time?

I don’t think it’s possible to love two people at the same time. Not the love we are talking about today. Since I met my husband I don’t even look at other men as if they have that potential. Because my heart is taken, there isn’t any room for anyone else.

What does love mean to you?

Love means having someone who is always on your side. Someone who will calm you during a storm, someone who you look at and feel complete. Someone you can build a family with and build a future with. Love is being at home as long as your with that one person.

What advice do you have for someone who has never been in love?

My advice for anyone who hasn’t been in love is don’t rush it, wait. You will find the person God created for you. Because there is a person out there that was made just for you. Someone who you won’t have to question is this right for me or not? Because you won’t be able to see yourself with anyone else doing anything else but being together