Nobody puts baillee in the corner

A year ago, I was having panic attacks. I depended on other people. I worked a job I hated. Basically, I was miserable. I didn’t believe in myself and had no idea what I was doing. Here I am an entire year later, and I still don’t know what I’m doing, but I am in a much better place. I’ve proved a lot to myself. I’ve created a podcast. I’ve been confidently writing my innermost thoughts in a blog I publicly share. I contribute to HelloGiggles. I made Assistant Manager at my current job. I have a lot to be proud of.

Sure, I’ve had my fair share of trials and tribulations. I have plenty of stressors. But for the first time in a while, I’m legitimately happy. I love writing this blog post at 2:30AM. I love the fact I just spent 15 minutes posting on the Twitter for my podcast. I even love the idea of starting a new podcast. I love being crazy busy. In fact, I thrive off of it. I love being constantly on the okay. I’m pretty okay with being single. I have big future plans that I can’t wait to share. There’s no real point of this blog post. It’s more of just a word vomit because I’m taking a break the my HelloGiggles piece I’m writing. It’s a way for me to see in writing how much I’ve accomplished and how far I’ve come for the days I don’t think I’ve done anything. It’s a reminder to future Baillee for the days she feels like the world’s out to get her. You’ve got this.